I'm exhausted.<br /><br />School is ending soon (has ended for some)<br /><br />Dance School recital was Friday and I had a lot of financial responsibilities with that as well as extra time responsibilities: getting the kids to picture day, dress rehersal, the recital and actually showing up for practice for my role in the parents dance (more like panicing that I was out of my depth and worried about looking like a fool on stage.)<br /><br />Plus summer is coming and work will be slow and since I asked for extra hours the supervisor has been putting the screws to me with "You asked and if you cant do this I wont give you any extra hours anymore" which is just a crap thing for her to say since I've always been a go to guy for them when they have an early morning breakfast delivery. the reality is that summer will slow down and I need to get the hours I can now- not that I'm actually saving any of that money for the slow time in July in Aug.<br /><br />Some family members have greatly contributed to the stress in all of this.<br /><br />Its now Sunday morning and I've spent 3 hours working through a back log of email and yahoo group updates (some of which I deleted without reading).<br /><br />I suppose I should log off and get to church and veg through a sermon- I'm giving it a 33% chance for the sermon to be just the next chapter in the book of the Bible the pastor is preaching through, 33% chance that it will be a sermon aimed at men to be more responsible and meet their family responsibilities (sure to elicit amens from the women present, why dont they ever say amen when the pastor is giving the business to the wives and mothers? Couple of those times I want to say amen myself but that would just earn me some daggers in the eye from the person sitting next to me), and 33% it will be a positive uplifting fathers day message of some sort and 1% for wild card surprise. One thing I'm sure of is that something said in the sermon will fire up my brain and get me googling something on the smart phone which will earn me daggers in the eyes from the person sitting next to me. Maybe I should sit by myself and say amen to anything that moves me.<br /><br />I'm just feeling exhausted this week and I'm looking forward to a good sermon and some time with the kids at the park when they're out of school while I draw. yeah drawing that'll be some good therapy.<br /><br />
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